it's not easy,
it's not simple,
but we can make the climb.

struggles make us stronger,
pain makes us work,
and love makes us realize,
life is worth it.


these smiles are worth struggle.

that was meant to sound sincere, not sarcastic.
it was, is, really sweet.
i rarely get flowers.. okayyy i never get flowers. =]


i don't know how to say it.
i don't want to sound like a fool.
or an idiot.
or a combination of both.

i like spending time with you.
and i'm sad when i don't get to.

not to sound clingy.
and not to sound gross...
but i reek of sweat and lake water.

sometimes it's hard to know what to do. if that one person actually look's to see the real you, are they going to like what they see? and what if they don't?

i don't know if this is me, the cover i put on, is that me? it's not all me, that much i know. or is it not a cover, is it just me being happy?

what am i waiting for... time? a sign? a truck to come hit me in the face and by that will tell me what to do?


i just know that there is more...
more than my random assurances.
i am nervous, i am happy, i am scared.
scared that you won't like what you see.

i'm messed up.
i'm not perfect.
i've been broken before.
look a little harder, maybe you'll see it.

hello.

so much has happened in the time that has passed this year. i have changed, i have grown, i don't even know how to explain it all.

i am eighteen.
i graduated highschool and have left all that i have known.
i was admitted into the university of washington and will attend there in the fall, my number one school.

i recently bought a new canon powershot 970IS and a canon 10-22mm.
totally worth the money spent.

again, hello everyone.
i'll be uploading some new stuff.
hope you like it.

school is eating me.
please vote for me and my mom!
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